It’s
the 3rd Tuesday of the month, which means it’s time for the
rescheduled once-a-month Journal Past Blast.
I
have to tell you, it’s been too long since I’ve done this… blog on what’s
written in my old journals, and it’s darned hard to start up again! This is a
test of humility, an allowance of vulnerability, and a belief in the growth of
oneself. If only I could be so sure of myself!
Well,
here goes nothing:
My Dear Sweet Robert
I continue to think
about when we will met again. This is only one of the many daydreams I have of
you.
The plane just arrived and
people begin to get off. I am to the side of them, mostly hidden behind a wall.
Then I see you come out.
I stare at you while you
walk slowly looking around for me. Your beautiful hazel eyes are glowing and
smiling. I don’t want to move, and stay behind the wall, taking you all in:
Your handsome brown skin, face, arms, and your beautiful body I imagine
underneath your clothes.
You come closer and
closer to where I am hiding, and I can tell that you are getting a little worried
that I probably hadn’t come yet.
When I think you are
right up to where I am, I run out from behind the wall into your arms and give
you a long, passionate, loving kiss. Then you hold me close to you, and I
whisper, “I love you Robert” in your ear. You say, “I’m not ever going to let
you go. We’re going around NY just like this,” and we both laugh.
I guess I read too many
trashy novels, huh Robert?
What a sweet scene, loved it. I'm glad you shared it with us. (:
ReplyDeleteThanks Elise. Glad you liked it. :)
DeleteExcellent job with this. It's so sweet and special.
ReplyDeleteOh, but how hard it was to post!
DeleteSweet is the best word for this, no doubt. Thanks for sharing this walk down memory lane with us. It's great to see you blogging again, Nancy. Happy Thanksgiving!
ReplyDeleteThanks Julie! It's good to be back and interacting with you guys!
DeleteHey Nancy,
ReplyDeleteThat was real romantic. I might just try that at the airport and surprise and unsuspecting lady who doesn't know me. Your scene is better than a Harlequin romance. Not like I ever read such a book.
Have yourself a real nice American Thanksgiving, Nancy.
Gary
Lol!!! Please don't get yourself arrested... I don't think this post will be a good enough defense for you G!
DeleteThe other commenters are so right - this is so sweet. And every time I read one of these blast from the past posts I always admire your courage in sharing them with us. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteI appreciate that Liz!
DeleteOh you are brave sharing your daydreams. I have them but keep them tightly locked in my own mind. ;) Have a blessed Thanksgiving. :)
ReplyDeleteYes, well, you know. :) Hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving.
DeleteSo sweet, Nancy! ;)
ReplyDelete:)
DeleteYou are so brave to share moments from your journals. Every time I come across one of mine, I cringe at how I thought and acted back then.
ReplyDeleteI do too Kate, especially when I think of sharing them! :)
DeleteWonderful. Enjoyed this view inside your daydreams (or did this scene actually happen?). Anyhoo, I really like your hiding behind the wall taking him all in. So sweet, so lovely. I, too, like watching people before they actually see me seeing them.
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