Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Journal Past Blast: An Open Book of Self


It’s the 3rd Tuesday of the month, which means it’s time for the rescheduled once-a-month Journal Past Blast.

I have to tell you, it’s been too long since I’ve done this… blog on what’s written in my old journals, and it’s darned hard to start up again! This is a test of humility, an allowance of vulnerability, and a belief in the growth of oneself. If only I could be so sure of myself!

Well, here goes nothing:

My Dear Sweet Robert

I continue to think about when we will met again. This is only one of the many daydreams I have of you.

The plane just arrived and people begin to get off. I am to the side of them, mostly hidden behind a wall. Then I see you come out.

I stare at you while you walk slowly looking around for me. Your beautiful hazel eyes are glowing and smiling. I don’t want to move, and stay behind the wall, taking you all in: Your handsome brown skin, face, arms, and your beautiful body I imagine underneath your clothes.

You come closer and closer to where I am hiding, and I can tell that you are getting a little worried that I probably hadn’t come yet.

When I think you are right up to where I am, I run out from behind the wall into your arms and give you a long, passionate, loving kiss. Then you hold me close to you, and I whisper, “I love you Robert” in your ear. You say, “I’m not ever going to let you go. We’re going around NY just like this,” and we both laugh.

I guess I read too many trashy novels, huh Robert?

17 comments:

  1. What a sweet scene, loved it. I'm glad you shared it with us. (:

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  2. Excellent job with this. It's so sweet and special.

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  3. Sweet is the best word for this, no doubt. Thanks for sharing this walk down memory lane with us. It's great to see you blogging again, Nancy. Happy Thanksgiving!

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    1. Thanks Julie! It's good to be back and interacting with you guys!

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  4. Hey Nancy,

    That was real romantic. I might just try that at the airport and surprise and unsuspecting lady who doesn't know me. Your scene is better than a Harlequin romance. Not like I ever read such a book.

    Have yourself a real nice American Thanksgiving, Nancy.

    Gary

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    1. Lol!!! Please don't get yourself arrested... I don't think this post will be a good enough defense for you G!

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  5. The other commenters are so right - this is so sweet. And every time I read one of these blast from the past posts I always admire your courage in sharing them with us. Thank you!

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  6. Oh you are brave sharing your daydreams. I have them but keep them tightly locked in my own mind. ;) Have a blessed Thanksgiving. :)

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    1. Yes, well, you know. :) Hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving.

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  7. You are so brave to share moments from your journals. Every time I come across one of mine, I cringe at how I thought and acted back then.

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    1. I do too Kate, especially when I think of sharing them! :)

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  8. Wonderful. Enjoyed this view inside your daydreams (or did this scene actually happen?). Anyhoo, I really like your hiding behind the wall taking him all in. So sweet, so lovely. I, too, like watching people before they actually see me seeing them.

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